ashes 2 ashes, dust 2 dust

[swidey]

..i lapped the ish, so it is a little abvious.. (come on come on, just ram the dame thing back!)

I'm sorry, i'm just a little confused. What does "i lapped the ish" mean. and abvious - i guess that must be obvious.. but i am completely in the dark about the rest. maybe you could restate it better.